brother bear.

its inconceivable that such a small person can have such an impact on ones life. it is now unimaginable that this little being can be anywhere but in my life. for 8 years, i watched this person grow and change in ways that boggle my mind. i had the upmost pleasure of cradling this fragile bud in my arms. now to see him run, prosper in his freedom, enjoy the simplicities of life, all i can ask is that he is with me forever and a day. i get scared when he's hurt, it pains me to see him sick, and the thought of him losing his energetic spirit and personality would kill my soul. at 22 years old, the relationship i have with my 8 year old brother is pure magic. he gives me joy that any child would their parent. his voice, his laugh, his smile warms my heart. his persistence and drive is admirable at worst. his hugs are heaven at best. i have taken career moves that have separated us when we need eachother most. i cant regret my decisions because everything i do is for him. i just wait for the day when i see his sweet face, his curly hair, his big brown eyes, and feel like nothing else matters. i'll be home soon enough brother bear, soon enough.