dear 2009.

your longevity is a wonder
your trials a curse
under no circumstances did you waiver
a testament of true strength
you shattered what i loved most
you took from my well
left me bare, dry, empty
a sense of animosity
glassed over my heart, my mind

and then one day
as would a bubble of air
i rose to the surface
one foot in front of the other
with a divine shield
i fought through the torrent
finding my way
getting there ever so slowly
it was then, when the well was dry
i saw your true value
your undying will
to teach me what i needed
to do it on my own.

-nth

2009 was a year that gave as much as it took. This can be said both personally and on a larger scale. we've had an opportunity to take so much and learn from it all, making 2010 a year of wonders.

deeper than...

this physical attraction,
our quaint interactions
are more than my heart can bare.
our winding conversation,
the lack of preservation
is deeper than whats really there.

though its not plain to see,
it doesnt have to be.
it simply basque's in its own creation.
we'll just enjoy the moment,
all the memories to foment
'for its deeper than our own interpretation.


side note: just somethin i wrote up while sitting at work bored. this note is more for me than the reader btw!